The clouds are melting...

Finally, I too have a blog. But really don't know how to keep it alive... My thoughts won't flow when I sit in front of the computer. They gush in, rush in and totally jam my network when I'm into something else... very often when I desperately want to sleep! I was a person who always loved to write. How I tortured my friends with my long long letters... Starting the letter with the date, day as well as the time of writing, many letters have taken more than a week to finish; say like 12-10-2001; 11.15 pm to 19-10-2001 9 am, just before I rush to post it. It will have an apology at the end, begging pardon of the addressee to bear with the delay in finishing it and posting. I had a feeling that delay in my letters would disappoint them, although none of them would have really felt that or some would have heaved a sigh of relief that ... thank God, the 'disaster' hasn't come yet! I feel if I start collecting all my letters back from my friends, perhaps I may hold some record of writing long letters. OK... why did I say all these? Just to let you know that even if you don't find much of my thoughts in writing here, I'm a person who loves to write and write... no matter if it interests anybody or not... I write for myself... It was always like that... Even when I was writing letters... The words filled the papers just to my satisfaction. I never bothered whether the person at the other end would have enjoyed it or not. Though my confidence always said they just loved it! :)